To dare, to dream, to win: March 2005

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Listened to the repeated telecast, so i adding some of the points i missed out yesterday
1. Unless the house is on fire, dun ever raise voices at each other.
2. When in an arguement, give in a bit la..
3. Always say at least one nice thing to ur partner everyday
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well, i forget the rest.. maybe whoever got listen can add in =)

Who is he anyway, what has he ever won? He should wash his tongue and clean David Beckham's boots....

So who is he? find out urself..

http://soccernet.espn.go.com/headlinenews?id=329191&cc=4716

Somehow, I wun be surprised that Azerbaijan coach, Carlos Alberto, betted against his team, since he said that if Poland can get 8 (goals) past his team, England can put 10; hence Carlos Alberto most prob darn bo song when owen failed to score not even one..haha

Good Morning everyone!!

it so darn early, now... so early that there 70 people on my MSN list and yet not a single soul online. Can't blame them; i'm the mad guy and a hungry one; 1 cup of fresh milk not enough, i drank another cup of milo and i still feel i need more. More drink? Maybe more sleep ba... ya better get to bed else i can't imagine what will happen later.. even MSN's down, a sign of me to go slp...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Everyday's a knowledge gaining day..

Ever being surprised that till this day, after so many years, you might just realise some new traits about yourself? Like doing something that you might once thought its impossible? Well, today i just learnt something more about myself
Realised i'm a super multi-tasker.. or should i say i've a super short-attention; well i should be editting the mno interview script now; but 1 sec i'm doing that, the next sec here i'm, blogging, and editting the html code the next; not to mention chatting with people, normally.Well, was chatting with Val before that, nice talking with her =). Learnt something else; women's 6th sense zhen de bu shi jia de... dun play play.. haha
Was listening to YES933 yin yue ri ji also; there's this thing about the ten ways to let a marriage last; didn't really remember all of them, but there are darn meaningful. Well, here are 3 of them:
1. "You can neglect the world; but u can't neglect your spouse".
2. "Never allow arguements to carry on overnite"
3. "It takes two to argue; the one who says more is often at fault."
Meaningful rite? hehe.. can listen to tmr's repeated telecast to hear the whole thing...

Maybe i was wrong...

Efforts is not equals to outcome. Never mind. I dun regret what i did. I do what my heart ask me to. Even, if it's not seen, even it's not felt. As long as I know i tried my best, And continue i will, do what I feel i did what makes me happy, what is for you...

Yawn...

people blog at night, i blog in the morning..strange freak. Anyway i'm on my way to attaining Buddhahood, soon, i can survive without sleep liao. Evil spirits are really lurking around these days; no joke, why is it that, i declare friendly_fire=0; initially, with no friendly_fire++; anywhere in the program, yet when i printf, i get a value of 12? what's more strange is, the bug's gone when i introduce another variable into the program... strange.. funny ghost.
Well, anyway, i was browsing through for a nice blog skin,the WHOLE nite and morning. Try as i was, all the super nice blog skins are all too girlish, "For You" bear ah, some love themes ah, and what have you. Where have all the non-girlish blog skin gone to?nan dao only gers can make nice blog skin meh? But i think its more of.. no guys bother to do it, else sure can do a better job.wahaha. But, finally, this morning, i managed to get this decent blog skin, no tinge of girlishness i hope.. well this blog skin is nice rite? =) but there are some bugs still, some link dun work.. but the thing i dislike most is that it ate up my old comments!
And oh ya, went watch the maths webcast as FX said, wahaha, lecture 21 for MA1506 highest hit, and i believe more views to come. Well, i gave my password to 4 friends to view the webcast. Anyway, its no surprise, people from almost all the facilities knew about this thing i suppose, from engine to arts to science and wat have you.. well fast way to get famous ah...Well, so much for now..

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Normal day today..

ok actually its yesterday.. nothing much to write.. no energy to crap also.. i only left 4 hrs to sleep .. help!! turning zombie soon..
nothing much happen yesterday, expect realise nowadays alarm clock dun work on me.. set alarm 3 times in my course of sleep but it never work. Funny. Well, 1 "interesting" thing that happen today's most probably during Maths lecture la. Some mad guy, (actually i know that guy la., ya, he's mad ok, used to call him "pervert" in sec sch) proposed to the ger during maths lecture lor. Can't believe the lecturer actually collaborated with him( Chun say maybe he bribed the lecturer. nvm that's lame). Ok, Victor Tan's a kind guy la. Anyway he flashed the powerpoint slide with "Cui Wen, take my hand." After that, the guy came out and passed the ger a bouquet of flowers.
Fake ones. No sincerity! "Romantic" say XY, after watching the webcast. But JW condemned the guy saying he is forcing the ger to accept her.
Personally knowing the guy, i dun think he's romantic la. i shall say "Yucks!" to what he did. Wonder'll the ger feel. Touched? Will she accept him? I can't imagine the consequences if she did..
Anyway, just now heard the news about the earthquake in Indonesia. Richter scale 8++ i think. Hope nobody's killed in this earthquake. Expected tsunami also. But it better dun be disastrous like what happened just months ago. I did feel the tremors myself. Didn't know its' caused by the earthequake at first. I thought is i blur liao (cos i tired mah), that why feeling strange movement.. haha..
Played DOTA till now. Well done, left 2hr 40 min to sleep. Soon, i can no need sleep liao. Spent time on games again. But, i shall "Oops, I did it again!" soon. Yes, it shall be the 3rd time. I shall delete the game soon. Had to do it. 1st April. Gotta concentrate. Hope it will not be an April Fool's Day joke for myself..
Anyway, just now something mad happen. My friend, Chow's mad. HAHAHA. Well, me and my friends were playing online. Then at around 3, Chow say let's go slp ba. byebye. Then he left. I said bye and left soon. Then suddenly on MSN, Chun say. "Come Bnet quick! Chow's doing something funny!" Immediately, i went into the game and sure enough, Chow's gone mad. For like 10min, he was entering the chatroom of the game, said byebye, then exited. He did it continuously for at least 40 even 50 times? Me and my fren were there luffing and saying how mad Chow is. I even suggested..maybe he programmed it to execute the actions. Well, its really darn funny that i even alerted XY to join us watch the madness. Anyway, he left. Then i suggested.. let's sms him and say byebye to him! lolz, then we started to sms-ing him using free online sms.. i sent around 10, chun 5.. wonder wat's will be chow's reaction. All i can say is " SONG BO!" haha
okok.. time to meet zhou gong. he must have missed me ....

P.S listening to 933 now. Pei Fen still around to announce news about the earthquake..so dedicated :). Anyway, the news said that it is not possible that the earthquake will cause tsunami. Good news :)

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Feeling sick..

and tired of life..
Can't seem to do anything these days. No mood. No energy. No ability. Yes. No energy. Sleeping late these few days after rotting at night chatting and playing games. Yes again to no ability. I dun understand what's taught these days. And i dun bother to ask. Ask who? i also dunno. And skipping lectures, without watching webcast is only slow death for me. Everyday, wake up = on com and chat. Ok. My com's not even off. It's on screen and chat...
haiz, i'm a loner. Nobody to confide in. Ok, XY, SP got ask whether i ok at times. My reply's always "ya, okay". Erm, sometimes the answer's real. Sometimes, not. Well, so what if i lied about the answer? I mean so what if i not ok? What can they do? Ultimately, it comes down to myself, my problems. Haiz, nvm.
I'm feeling bit better. Talking to you makes me feel better. It always does. Thanks =)

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Long day outside..

Went out since 1 plus and just reached home. Ok, I'm tired again. What's new. Sleep so late plus lack of sleep leh.
Anyway, went for my practice session. This week's session on Sat afternoon instead Sun morning. Thankfully, no need wake up early. It started raining on my trip to Tampines. Waited at the bus stop for my friend. It's quite amazing to see how, one moment, it's pouring heavily and the next moment, the rain subsided. Interesting phenomenon. It happens in life sometimes. Unexpected things happen at unexpected times. One moment, you might be the happiest man on earth, but the next, something else might just happen. "Touch Wood!!" Anyway, today's session was not bad. MH never got transferred to the other performance group. Lucky. Good news. At least someone to guide me along.
The session ended at around six. Well, as i said i was tired. wanted to go home. But MH jio me go the meeting. In the end, i went. Had dinner at some hawker center. MH talked about his visit to his company.(Not his company la, just his future company). There's this paper asking him to fill in the expected salary. He filled in $2.5k. But after that, he talked to a engineer there, who worked there since a year ago. 3rd class honours. But SO? He's earning $2.7++ k . Expected MH to earn $3k or more. Most prob he will get a 1st class honours.
The meeting ended at around 10. Took bus 857 home. No really empty seats. Thought i could stand and wait for people to alight. Well, I was wrong. Cos the bus on the expressway. Stood all the way. Alighted at Khatib MRT station to take MRT home. Never really came to this station since i moved house a year ago.Well, the change's rather big. Now there's a Shop & Save and a 7-eleven at the MRT station itself. Stupid thing is they are side by side. Damn lame. Doubt the 7-eleven's gonna have any business in the morning. Sell things so expensive. Bought a bar of dark chocolate at Shop & Save. Shall continue with trying to gain weight.
While waiting for the MRT, suddenly see a person standing near the edge of the track. I was thinking "what the hell he doing? want to join the guy yesterday isit?" But the next moment i saw him reading the newspapers in his hand. Then i dawned on me.Oh, most probably he's trying to re-enact what the guy did yesterday. Maybe, this guy could've throw his shoe down also.
Reach my block. Went into the lift with a Malay, I pressed "9" but he never press anything. Ok. another neighbour of mine. That time went into the lift with people who are also my neighbour. But i dunno them. Got chance, will get to know them. No chance then too bad. Ok time to supper and bathe.

Blogging at unearthly hours again

Not that i want to. I got better things to do. Hurt. Feeling hurt. I'm in the wrong also. Anyway, never mind, who never go through hurt before. Time will heal wounds. Or so i hope. Maybe it's karma. Yesterday i did something wrong. Today it came back to me.
Never mind. I believe I will get over this. And over other things. Problems, worries are thundering down like hailstorm, I can't avoid them. I shall rise against them. Suddenly, I was listening to 光良 <<如果你还爱我>>. Not paying attention to the lyrics. But the tune is sad enough. Well, that's all..

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it."

Friday, March 25, 2005

Blogging again!!!

Still feeling nauseous and bit blur after the run just now. Distance covered: about 150m( from my house to admiralty mrt station) plus the distance from admiralty to woodlands. Becoming weak. First time i ran that distance, I still can run there and run halfway back. But now its like run there walk back. Pathetic.. haha. But this time i ran in unfavourable conditions. Was tired after playing computer games for two plus hours and i had my dinner like half an hour before the run. At the end of the run, my stomach was in pain, and blister on my small toe. Never mind, I made it back. It's rather hazy outside today. Suddenly wish that i got my gas mask with me...
Anyway, b4 i went out, i was listening to 933 yin yue ri ji. Hmm, nice, sweet story. Maybe for all who had missed it, can listen to the repeated "telecast" on Monday 1130. Well, the story is another boy-ger relationship la. "Boring!" some may complain.. but i find it sweet. The guy wrote the letter to 933, about this relationship. They meet each other in their first year in university, think it's either OG or class. He was quiet then and it's the ger who took the initative to talk to him. They lived near each other so they got rather much interaction. He began to like the ger, and on the Valentine's Day, he biao bai to the ger, but think the ger say its' better for them to remain friends. But after 2 years of being friends, on a last day of their exams, the ger thanked the guy for all he had done for her and that was then they got together. The sweet part of it is that it happened 5 years ago, and the guy wrote in saying they will be preparing for marriage soon. Hmm ,few relationships can last this long nowadays.. feel happy for the guy. If only i got such luck also =)

Prof Zeng AKA Prof "Shen Mo" sent a funny email..

Dear All,

Typo “web-bulb” should be changed to “wet-bulb”. Do not get fastrated, as this is a difficult topic. I will go throught it again.

Have a nice long weekend!

HC Zeng

Guys, prepare to receive one more email maybe later, or tomorrow, something like this.

Dear All,

Typo “fastrated” should be changed to “frustrated”.

Have a nice long weekend!

HC Zeng

Ok, it's a lame post. But i feeling sian so pardon me ok ? =)

-_-

Just woke up from a nap. A short one though, but nevertheless a good one.
I forget all my worries and the sianz feeling i had, which prompted me to take the nap. I have forgetten them. Well, at least, for now. Now that i still a bit blur from waking up. The aftermath of what happened yesterday has taken its toil on me. You dun expect Hiroshima to be rebuilt in a day after dropping an atomic bomb on it, do you? But, well, I have only myself to be blamed for what happen...
Waiting. Waiting for the sign that everything's ok and i can be in a happier mood.
Forget. Trying to forget. Trying to forget a person, or something isn't so easy after all. Ok. I lied. I can't bear to let it go. Not that easily. My feeling's are real, ok? Maybe, I shall give it to fate. And time. Time shall tell...
With pressures in homework piling, having other thoughts in mind isn't good. I need to concentrate. Concentrate.
As I am writing this post, Sheena came to talk to me. Nothing really said. But maybe cos she saw my nick. Well, a nice gesture. I feel abit better. I appreciate it. Thanks

Sorry...

Time now: Late late super late. Energy level: Reaching zero.
But well, my hair's still wet. Shall see my old pal of 21 years later.
What I going to touch on something which most probably happens to many people(if not everyone) before, and more than one time. I believe there are times, when people are together, they tend to talk about or make fun of, or tease a certain person. Too indulged in having their own fun, they never think of the other party's feeling. In the end, the person got hurt, irritated or angered either by the words or the actions of their friends.
Today, this bad devil come back to me again. Shalln't elaborate on what i did or say.I went overboard. I'm sorry. Saying sorry is a way of admitting that you are wrong, in the hope that person will forgive you. However, always saying sorry might not necessarily work. I mean, sorry, isn't just simply a word coming out from the mouth. It's something that must come from the heart.
But if that person saw this post, I will like to say sorry for what i did...

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart."

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Tomorrow's gonna to be a Good Friday!..

yeah! holidays tmr! but think it gonna be a boring day as usual -_-
Anyway, zhou gong must really like me. Went to visit him at 3+ yesterday, supposed to say bye to him at 0800 so that i can reach school for MNO discussion at 1000 , but leave i want, he dun let me leave. After struggling for 1hr 5min, finally i wake up and well, i got a shock. Next time, i must ask zhou gong to excuse me earlier in case he jiu chan with me ...Well, when i left my house, i got another shock. Gosh, am i in heaven? See and smell nothing but haze and smoke everywhere.. dunno which bushman started a campfire or forest fire somewhere...
Reached school at 1020, but lucky i'm not the latest .. haha..Project discussion went on till 1+ , then we went for MNO tutorial: project presentation(next week'll be our turn T_T). The second group, the Indian presented. He speaks faster than a GPMG shoots. Somemore the theme not sure, can't get what he trying to say. Well, Heck!
After tutorial, 1 hr break. Took bus with JJ, JX, JW to the engine cafe there, sit down talk cock. Well, since the start of the day, evil JX n JW keep asking me go jio their good friend, KS. Those 2 entertaining girls darn rubbish.. anything crap or rubbish also can say .. anyway at the cafe they continued with their crap. I tried to deflect it to JJ, but end up being a 3 against 1.They best, say what 151cm good.(Want to know what that means, can ask me) Wanted to comment something then, but kept quiet. Sometimes, things are better left unsaid.
After that, we have lecture by prof "shen mo" , who showed us his research area on what nano reactor or something .. publicised by some "S-MALL" publication..Well, if he published his research in chinese, then he can change that "S-MALL" to "shen mo"..
Shall end here for now....dinner time

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Slacking around..

Time now.0430. 430a.m.
Hungry. I want food! shall ravage my fridge later for milk. Think drinking milk does help to make me grow taller. But well, all of you reading my blog must probably past puberty. Tell you all also no use. Too late. haha. Maybe Fx is the exception. Well he's only 16 yrs old anyway, rite FX?
Tired. My mind's in a blank now. After milk, it's sleep. I'm half an hour past my estimated sleeping time (See my previous post: Tired, battled...) Stupid lab, waste of time and also because me bu zhi liang li, challenge XY to be the last man standing. Ok he win, he's good. that speaks a lot about his results.. haha
Ok, my stomache's growling, the fridge's beckoning... so much for now.. hope i will not suffer from hangover tomorrow (oops, I mean later)..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

It's back...

...reinstalled my Warcraft III again. Hmm, deleted it last last Sat cos i believe it's gonna distract me again. I always play when i feel sian a bit, then end up spending hours on it. Somemore, my other friend,YC,also stop playing liao(that bugger) .. now leaving only 3 ppl including me, who is playing.. can't even challenge a 4v5. But, well, talk so much, in the end still reinstall... hmm feeling lost, sian, moody nowadays.. maybe can find some relief in gaming .. but, dun think the real problem will be solved..
Actually SL already persuaded many times to reinstall the game, excuse or real, i keep saying i lazy. Even when i decided to reinstall the game, I can't find the cd box, so i told him " can't find, too bad".. but later on, i did put in some effort to search for it, and well of cos, i found it .. ok, this seem like a super boring lame post, but well i decide to end this blog with what i feel is a meaningful quote of mine(finally! the other quotes are extracted from elsewhere =) )..

"Many things are achieveable, it's just whether you want to put your heart and soul to it."

On road to recovery...

Trying to get back my mood and motivation and energy for everything.. today's a normal, fine day... except i best..went for programming tutorial doing only two of the required 5 questions, and i had printed my answers for one of the questions, only to find out that i didn't bring it.. but well, heng heng, the teacher never ask anyone to present the answers..but i accidentally dropped my earpiece in the class though.. haiz gonna go few days without music to my ears till i go exchange a new one..

Anyway, recently listening to this song by 施文斌 called <<忘不了>> , it's nothing short of a nice song. I like the lyrics of the song.. nicely written, an emotional song. It is about the guy who still can't forget his girlfriend after 2 years of breakup... "分手两年后我还是想着你多久没有见过你现在你住在哪里只怕有一天我们都会老去"..

There's another part of the lyrics which is really meaningful.. " 为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜我来不及想告诉你要永远不分离 .." Well, I believe there are times where you take things for granted, only to regret and cherish it only when you lose it right? hmm, anyway, anyone interested in the song can tell me, i will galdly send you the song ... nice songs are meant to be shared...well so much for now ...

P.S I found my earpiece! my fren took it by mistake after i dropped it =)

Monday, March 21, 2005

Tired, battled...

.. oh no, my blog is becoming more like a complain column for me.. haha, but just stating facts.. irregular plus lack of sleep equals to prepare to get sick soon. Today, during maths lecture i already buay tahan, take a short nap during the break, waking up to a headache. ya, my long lost friend.. finally meet up again...anyway reached home at eight plus, ate panadol and go sleep. Set alarm to wake up at 10 but end up waking up near 11 and waking up, i feel like a zombie just waking up from a long sleep in a coffin. Whole body aching to the bones, mind in a blank, but well nevertheless, a good sleep. Haiz, tomorrow got tutorial at 8am, mean waking up at 6am, then wed got lab, so i'm prepared for a super late nite( u can say super early nite, sleeping at 4am is early) , and thurs have to go school early, hence another long day. Dunno when i can get a decent rest. Actually it's partly my own fault la, even when i got chance to sleep early, i dun. But now no chance, i began to cherish it ..

Haiz, nowadays very sian plus stress, everything like dunno how to do, and no mood to think.. and maybe due to the lack of sleep, my mind's always in a blank..blur blur blur ... think i need to see zhou gong more often, only he can give me energy..i need to honour a promise, a promise to myself to sleep earlier..starting from today..

"You may delay, but time will not."

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Promises..made but never fulfilled...

Ask yourself, how many times have you made promises to someone, but in the end, you never fulfill them. Well, dun fake it never happen, because, it's impossible, just like asking someone whether he/she got lie before. Anyway, I asked myself that question, and yes, I'm feeling full of remorse and regret to one person, someone whom I made lots of promises, but ask me, how much is fulfilled, I didn't dare go think... haiz, so disappointing of me.. never mind, i shall change, and change i must..

PS. anyone want to know who is that person i failed to make promises to, can ask me, nothing to hide about anyway.

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope."

Finally back home...

.. ya... long tiring day outside, especially i suffering from prolonged lack of sleep .. but well, a rather good and eventful day outside ..reached orchard mrt at 330.. 30 min late . haha then called my friend, SL,who was in mac, mugging his notes .. ok this is boring stuff .. anyway decide to queue up buy a drink since i skipped my lunch. After ordering, i was there waiting for my drink, then suddenly i heard an er xin niang niang qiang sound coming from my left. Then glancing, i saw a malay( i think) with a blue bandanna ( the head scarf la, whatever u call it) , speaking (or should i say flirting ?) with the 50 or even 60+ year old ah ma (oops i mean waitress).. then the waitress was there smiling back only..
well i feel disgusted, so left quickly after i got my drink, but i alerted SL to that sissy. Then we were slowly walking out , then suddenly SL say, wah see him catwalk, then i was like "where, where?" Well, far off, i really see how he swayed his body, like his legs got problem, arrgh, sissy! can't be bothered.
Well anyway, LR came, went Pacific Plaza collect my watch.. lucky no extra charge and get to adjust the wrist strap. Finally, can said to be the 1st time i wear the watch, feels good, look nice.. thanks SH =) ... Then when to Far East, for a decent haircut, finally, though at a rather ex price.$28. still ok la, except the stupid SL was there saying cut like never cut, two weeks later it will be back to normal again.
Anyway after i finished cutting, LR and SL say let's go down see Wang Li Hong.. then i was "What he doing here?" Then my fren explain its for the 883 radio station. Then he sort of scold one of the DJ, cos he say the DJ want to pull down the blind of the room, but Wang LI Hong himself say no need .. haha, well good guy, and CUTE said by many.. Sorry to those who wants me to take photo but i didnt get to, well the camera phone sucks la, can only see a bit of red( his clothes) on the screen, though after that, i realise maybe after taking a pic, there's this zoom function, which might be able to see his face. Well anyway it's too late to say such things. Anyway, sorry -_-.Well, so much for the day... after buying a new bag, having dinner, DOTA (again) .. that's it for the day, that's it for this post..tired .. :)
P.S something else to write, leaving it for tomorrow..

"If the world is cold, make it your business to build fires."

Saturday, March 19, 2005

2 hr to go....

go where? go out la.. haha.. maybe you wondering "Go out,what's the big deal?" .. ya no deal, but if u read my post yesterday about how no life engine people are, I going out is a sort of "achievement"... well anyway is my fren, SL who asked me out, and since i got things to do/get, so might as well get it done..eg collect my FOSSIL watch which my US fren, Shi Hong,gave me(it has been lying in the shop for about 2 months ba.. haha).. stupid watch though, the whole crown drop off the day he gave me), hopefully the watch's repaired without additional fee, and hopefully get a good haircut,a new sling bag..and most importantly enjoy myself ba.... haiz stupid tutorials sucks, esp when u dunno how to do ... ok back to fighting the monster again...

Friday, March 18, 2005

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解　我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切....

Well, well I should be doing my tutorial now, but got stuck, then end up chatting and here I am, suddenly having something to write.. the title you see is the lyrics of one of my favourite song 李圣杰<<痴心绝对>> .. if you see b4 the mv of his other song <<手放开>> , at the start, u will hear him singing the lyrics for <<痴心绝对>>. for those close to me, actually, they know that the lyrics got some significance to me .. =) .. well anyway this is a nice song about guys' faithfulness in love(as u can see deduce from the song title itself).. but seriously, isn't it sad that sometimes, after all that you have done, things dun turned out as u want? efforts gone unappreciated, things gone the wrong way.. but well i believe in the end, you want whoever involved to be happy rite ?. hmmm dunno why i writing such crap here ..never mind .."The person who start the crap, has to end the crap" .. so much for now -_-

Headache...

Yes, headache..now even greater headache.. stupid website.. eat up all I had typed!.. anyway woke up suddenly at 0845 today then suddenly realise that i have lecture at 1000!! Actually I was comtemplating yesterday to skip school today, I mean, ok .. by rite I have 3 lectures and 1 tutorial... but I not going for the maths lecture at 2 , then might as well skip the ever so INTERESTNG "Colours and Vision"lecture also...so that leave 3 hrs in school ... and the travelling time is a total of 2hrs,what a waste of time rite ?but well, I thought I should make some effort not to be so slack.. I mean this week, and actually the weeks before, have been so freaking slack, when you skip lectures like siao..seriously.. if I skip all the lectures, I will have a super slack 2 day week!! song bo!! Well, actually if I'm motivated, self-disciplined enough, watching webcasts and self-learning at home, you can score equally well(well xingyou can verify that .. though I dunno how that smart ass did it.. haha). but for me, watching webcast's a chore for me, a 1 hr webcast will confirm take much longer for me .. so the 4 interesting CnV lectures i skipped, ok today's will be the fifth.. Wonder when i will feel bored and go watch them, well i did regret that i never s/u it.. big mistake. Anyway back to the story. Waking up so late did make me hesitate.. " Go or dun go?" .. haha i even sms my fren to ask for his advice... well in the end, after rushing to bathe, skipping my breakfast, I'm on my way to school.. wonder what invisible force is pulling me to school..haha. but ok la.. today's MNO lecture was funny,well, at least the lecturer is...haha.. he can suddenly talk halfway, then stop for like 10 sec.."Hmm, how to explain this ah?" and the funniest part was he pronounced "dot com burst" as " dog-come-burst".. hehe.. oops..this is quite evil of me -_-.. but i wonder whether he pronounced wrong ... or he dunno what's dot com burst....well anyway, he's a nice funny lecturer :)
..Well, sad to say, chem engine is such a NO LIFE fac.. everyday's a mugging day! seriously i wonder how many people actually go out and enjoy themselves during weekends.. i will estimate it to be say, 5%? I believe that's a good estimation.. with the neverending pile of tutorials, who have the mood to go out? *sob sob*..But compared to the other engines, chem engine should be much better liao, at least for us, our classes(in chem eng) are rather united,sitting together during lectures, going out together(well sometimes) and interaction between guys and gers.. but for the other engines, whereby they change class every sem(correct me if i am wrong) and with their pathetic guy to ger ratio, but forgetting their super high numbers of foreign scholars, seriously i foresee most of their pathetic life these 4 years will be spent entirely on mugging .. sad for them..HAHA...
well everyone let's wish them luck, while i do something for my headache ...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

arrgh... doing things impulsively and fast is never good

Arrgh... stupid maths lab! spoilt my day! haha... did my maths lab... wanted to leave it till sat then submit, but then my friend suddenly ask me a question on it, so I entered maths lab again, then out of impulse and heck care attitude, I just submit and get only 3/5 -_-.. freak, why I always do things on impulse, only to regret later.. stupid me! maybe what is said in my MNO ( management and organisation) tutorial earlier on make sense... guys are more decisive, but that also makes it more prone to errors and such.. I must correct this stupid rash attitude of mine.. well hopefully ...

How possible is it for a marriage to last forever?

Was listening to 933 yin yue ri ji just now, how a wife left the family for another guy after the husband's business went bankrupt, indulged in alcohol and also beat the wife up. But how could the wife just left her two children behind ? Not that the husband dun have fault; its wrong of him to beat up his wife, but surely the wife could have give her husband a chance or something? Surely she could have stayed for the sake of her two children, surely a marriage aren't so easily destablished where's that vow of "till death do us part"? no wonder the cases of divorces is on the rise. But then again, why should I be so concerned about this ?haha .. but then who knows? maybe the wife did find greater happiness with the new guy, and well that is a good thing.. but seriously, think the girls nowadays are too practical and superificial, sorry for any generalisation or what, but it's true. 1st things to look in guys, looks, rich or not , got car? Standard things to look out for.. haha.. whether they really mean it or it's said for fun, I dunno, but having those thoughts is already so... hrmmm... ok la... dun say that guys are not superificial, they must be... but personally I believe, looks are really secondary la, not that it doesn't matter, 1st impression do counts, but looks DO and WILL change, but a person's character wouldn't necessary change...what's more important is two people get along well, able to share each other's happiness and woe,and I believe that constitutes to a happy marriage...

"Love begins at home, and it is not how much we do.. but how much love we put in that action..."

My 1st Post!!

Finally... finally to start a blog of my own after such a long time .. haha..everyrtime say want to start ,but always there's the inertia to, especially when i not sure whether i can maintain the blog.. but welli managed to get things going.. Today's such a long day.. staring at the com for more than 15 hrs straight is definitely no fun! and having a lack of sleep from dunno since when is such a test of endurance. Well, mind's in a blank( as usual) .. so much for today -_-

To dare, to dream, to win